My Dreams Scare Me.

Dreams are scary. Especially dreams that you have absolutely no idea how they are ever supposed to come about. But when that happens, I think of all the dreamers I know that made their dreams reality. And then I find a little peace... right before I get scared out of my mind all over again.

Lately I've been dreaming about what's to come. I enjoy where I'm at in life right now, but I know there's way more for me than what I'm doing now. I'm at a point in my life right now where I can feel a shift coming, but don't know what it is, or when it is. I hate not knowing. 

So, yeah, most times I'm scared out of my mind with the possibilities my life could bring me. But its good... it's a good scare. And I can put up with that.

dream big folks. let it scare the shit out of you. 

thoughts;

+I know I'm not the only one that feels this way. I live for the weekend. I liiiiiiiiiive for them. 

And then once the weekend is over, I'm sad again. So, could we possibly add another day to the week please? Smack dab in between Saturday and Sunday. 

+My parents are talking about moving to Arizona... and though that seems so crazy and sad, I'm looking towards the bright side of things - a place to escape these cold, winter nights!!!

+I've got the best boyfriend.. we can laugh for hours, talk about deep things for hours or just sit in silence and read. Perfect right?

+I think I may end my babysitting career. I can't keep doing this! 

All very random thoughts.

Vacay REcap.

California was such a nice break. 

Seriously... such a break.

Sometimes I'm a bit dramatic about how crazy my life is, but these past couple months have been driving me nuts. Busy with work + dark and damp and dull Seattle weather... yeah, all of that drove me to have a suncation in LA. 

It was so peaceful & I loved every moment of it! 

Thanks Sydney & Jason for being the hostesses with the mostesses. 

(This is Circus Animal Cookie flavored Thrifty Ice Cream!!!!!!!!)

Coke + Salted Karamel Vodka. Yes.

Cheers to LA.

So since I've been MIA from my blog - I've picked up the art of waxing/sugaring vaginas. Yup, you read that right... I have the fine privilege of seeing about 10-14 vajays, a day. Sometimes 16. 

My life is crazy.

I never thought I would be doing this as a career, but here I am. Some days are harder than others, as every woman's lady part is different. TMI? Sorry. But as of late, I've been getting the itch to do something different. Do you get that way too? You start something, and then you think of something else thats cool and want to move on to that thing... and then the next thing, and then the next. I'm convinced I should've been born into lots of money so I can do all the things I love with no worries, and insurance. =/

But lately I'm learning, and embracing, that I have to work really hard to do what I love.. and to live the life I want. But how does a person do what they love, when they love a lot of things? I'm still trying to figure that one out. 

God help me.

I Need Sun Bad.

A couple days ago, it was pouring cats & dogs here in Seattle. That day I texted Sydney and told her so make room in her apartment for me because I'm coming down for a Suncation. 

And now I hear, its pouring down there and there are mudslides everywhere. Mother Nature, please don't ruin my vacation.

Thank you. 

Catching Up

A lot has happened in the past couple months, since I haven't been blogging. 

See this cute little baby? My brother & sis in law had another baby girl, Amelia Grace

and here she is 3 months later giggling and dancing. 

Pj & I spent our 1 year in November at Portage Bay Cafe - one of my favorite brunch spots in Seattle.

One of my best friends got married to the man of her dreams (not pictured, sorry Pierce). Love you Rosie!

And this other bff of mine got engaged! Exciting times all around! 

Pj & I spent his bday in San Diego and all over LA. He'd never been before so that was super fun to get to show him around. We also got some really good sunburns. Gooooood times.

...and that's all the catch up for now. 

I need SUN

Once upon a time, I lived in the middle of the desert. Literally. That ostrich and all that dirt behind me in this picture is proof of that. I remember when this picture was taken.. Sydney came down to visit me, and the first thing we did was visited the ostrich farm.

It's a random memory that came to mind and I think it came to mind because of how sun deprived I've been. And so I thought back to happier days - my California days that were full of sunshine, tanned skin and lots of iced drinks. 

I need that again.

I keep bothering Pj (my boyfriend! have i mentioned him yet or has it been wayyyy too long since i've updated this blog? whoops) about taking me someplace warm. Anywhere. I'll even go for a day just to sit in the sun. Pj is probably so annoyed with me, and all my travel desires (Thailand, anyone?) don't really line up with our "saving money plan." 

*sigh..

So my days have been full of travel planning, well fake travel planning, looking at old photos of me in the sun, and continuously eyeing groupon for any kind of vacation deal.. or tanning. Yes, I did buy a tanning package for those days I desperately need warmth. Oh dear. 

Anyway, glad to be back blogspot. Xo.